Monthly Archives: July 2011

Happy 3rd Year!

It’s been 3 years since I started this blog and it’s quite amazing to see how this blog has grown since I started medical school. I’m surpised how much I’ve changed after reading some of my first posts.

Thank you to all my readers - wouldn’t have gotten this far without your support and visits.

Since 3 years ago, this site has grown steadily. It now receives hundreds of visitors a day from all over the world. In the meantime, I’ve managed to make this website self-sustainable with some advertisements and referral programs. I’ve received hundreds of emails too, from lots of questions about medical school to seeking out advice about admissions to even some success stories! Keep them coming!

The Road Ahead – I intend to keep this blog going as far as I can. I don’t know how the pressures of residency will affect it though. Somethings to look ahead to are:

  • New Format – I’m in the process of finding a new wordpress theme. One that better organizes all the posts and information and makes it easy on the eyes. Will try to get it done soon. Might even end up purchasing a professional one.
  • More Posts – I think I might go back and write some general posts about high school advice, undergraduate studies and less so on admissions. Furthermore, more focus will be geared towards medical school and the Carms process. Admissions is just one part on the journey of a medical career, so I think it’s only sensible to write about other parts too.
  • Organizing Content - There are 172 posts at this time of writing. Some posts are more important that others. Trying to group them all in categories and tags that make sense will hopefully make things more intuitive to find.
  • Links - there are lots of great resources/other blogs out there, but I haven’t done a good job promoting them. Along with organizing all the content, managing incoming and outgoing links will hopefully make finding great content elsewhere easier.
  • Grand Rounds – I’ll try to host one soon… by the end of this year…hopefully. It’s a bit of a daunting task, but I’ll give it a go when I have some time.
  • The 3rd year shortlist – I will go over my thoughts on what I will be applying to this Carms cycle, my top and bottom picks for specialties, and some comments on my rotations this year.

- medaholic


Closing Time

At last, my surgery rotation is coming to an end. One of the surgeons played Closing Time by Semisonic as we were finishing the case today [the last step of an operation is usually closing up the incision], and I thought the lyrics were really fitting to the OR and the end of my general surgery rotation, even if the song was talking about something else.

Closing time – open all the doors and let you out into the world…

Closing time – you don’t have to go home but you can’t stay here…

Closing time – every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end…

Closing time – time for you to go back to the places you will be from…

To my Gen Surg Rotation:
Thanks for all the learning, cases, suturing skills, practical knowledge and crazy stories. I had lots of fun, but I’m ready to move on. I won’t be missing 6am rounds or hours and hours of retracting. Like they say, time for you to go back to the places you will be from… WOOHOO!

When I Knew I Wanted to Do Medicine

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When did you know you wanted to become a doctor?

Physician Family

I was born into a physician family. My dad is a medical doctor, and grandfather was a doctor, and my maternal great-grandfather also happened to be a medical doctor. My earliest impression of doctors was they “helped” people in need. I thought it was a pretty noble profession, but what do you know as a kid right?

Growing up, I was genuinely interested in many subjects. I was fascinated with astronomy, architecture, paleontology and engineering but I didn’t really have much interest in biology or medicine. My favorite subject was math and I found rote-memorization difficult and much preferred logic and problem solving. Even today, I am weaker than my peers at memorizing facts. Nevertheless, over time I came to appreciate biological sciences too.

When I was younger, I was also a quiet person. It took me a long time to make friends and I was shy when meeting new people. Much has changed since then but deep down I am still quite introverted. However, I was always genuinely interested in people and always liked working with people. I was curious about each person’s life story and found it rewarding to get to know someone.

The idea of being a doctor has always lingered in my mind since I was a kid. A major factor was the constant exposure and influence from my dad. He would talk about his job and the interesting cases he would see each day. He wasn’t withholding on topics such as job stability or financial reimbursements. I saw that every Christmas, patients would give him presents to thank him and almost every year, my mom would get to tag along for vacations at various conferences.

Similarly, I saw firsthand the lifestyle of a doctor. When I was younger, I was often asleep before my dad came home from work. We ate dinner as a family late in the evening because he often had clinical duties to wrap up at the end of the day. I even thought it was normal to be work night shifts and weekend calls all the time, later I realized that not every career was like that.

Despite my preference for numbers and withdrawn personality, I entertained the thought of medicine as a youngster.

High School

It was during high school that I began to seriously think about what I wanted to do with my life. I knew liked the math and sciences – in my senior year I took the notorious “Six Pack” of 3 sciences and 3 maths – and I narrowed my career choices down to engineering, research or health care. I also did enough volunteering to know (a) I wasn’t afraid of blood and (b) I could work with other people. I applied to both engineering and life sciences program and received acceptances in both but was disappointed when I was received a rejection from McMaster’s Health Science program.

I even briefly toyed with the idea of doing an engineering degree and applying to medical school afterwards. But many wise upper years in both engineering and life sciences told me to commit to a single path, at the end of the day, there wasn’t any way I could practice both fields at the same time.

At the end of high school, I chose to do a life science degree with the intention of doing medicine afterwards.

University

In a life science program, every student is premed until proven otherwise. I worked hard during my undergraduate studies, wrote my MCAT, volunteered, participated in extracurriculars and even started doing research. On paper, I was setting myself up for success in my medical school applications, internally I still had my doubts. What if medicine was too hard for me? What if I wasn’t good enough? Is there something else out there I would enjoy doing more? Is this my passion? Can I spend the rest of my life really doing this?

Luckily, I got involved with several different activities during undergrad that helped push me in the right direction. I discovered I enjoyed teaching, first through tutoring high school students and classmates and then later through teaching/TA classes. I started doing some bench research and really enjoyed the scientific method and process. However, I found the politics and environment too hostile for my liking. I helped out with clubs/events/volunteering and enjoyed my experiences working in a team and in leadership positions, even when a lot of it wasn’t useful or relevant for medical school applications.

However, I never had that one moment when I knew I wanted to do medicine. There was no event I could pinpoint that sealed the deal for me. For some applicants, it was when they saw their family battle cancer and the way the doctors treated their family that motivated them. Others may have seen a malnourished orphan during a medical missions trip that moved them to pursue a medical career. I just didn’t have a good answer to the question “Why do you want to be a medical doctor?”

It wasn’t until I was preparing for my interviews and really asking myself hard questions that I realized, I didn’t have a good reason to do medicine, I had many reasons why I wanted to it. There was no defining moment or single driving factor, but instead it was a series of steps and thoughts built up over a decade that made me certain I wanted to do medicine. And the answers weren’t unique or particularly moving, in fact they were simple and unoriginal.

Putting it all together

If you ask me, “Why did you go into medicine?” – this would be my answer [Warning: this list is so trite, that I'm a bit embarrassed about how un-insightful it might be]

  • I like working with people – to interact and connect with another human being is one of life’s gifts
  • I believe that human life is valuable and I want to improve the quality of life in others
  • It is a privilege that patients share with you their life’s most profound moments – birth, health, sickness and death
  • I want to use my knowledge and training to help others in a direct and positive way
  • I love learning, especially sciences, and find it rewarding when I can apply my knowledge to my work
  • I enjoy problem solving and critical thinking, and medicine is an has endless puzzles and mysteries
  • I enjoy working in teams and in leadership positions
  • I enjoy teaching – but didn’t want to do it full time
  • I like research – but didn’t want to do it full time
  • There’s good job and financial stability
  • I have seen the lifestyle of a doctor firsthand and am aware of the many challenges from it

Each item on its own is pretty unremarkable, but when you combine them all together, it validates the many experiences and thoughts I have had over the last decade growing up in a physician household. My story is not unique or original, but it is mine. There are many more touching and memorable stories out there of why or how people chose to do medicine. Every person’s story is unique, at least to them.

So I just wanted to put up my story to show to others that you might not always know when or why you wanted to do medicine. Deciding on a career in medicine (or any othe rcareer) takes time and it’s a gradual process that has multiple factors. So take some time to think it over. The answer won’t come overnight, on a weekend, or maybe even in a year.

Thanks for reading, definitely one of my longer posts. If anyone has a story to share in the comments below, I would be more than happy to read it!

15 Things About Surgery

15 quick thoughts from my Surgery rotation

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5 Good Things

  1. You can Make a Difference – You (surgery) are the intervention. A chance to cut is a chance to cure. You can heal with cold steel. Operations can make a big difference in patient’s lives immediately.
  2. No Need to Dress for Work – no ties, no ironed dress clothes, no need to make an impression. Scrubs, Scrubs, Scrubs! Makes deciding what to wear for work at 5am in the morning easy.
  3. Driving to work in the morning – Smooth cruising on the highway slightly above speed limit, no traffic in front or behind and the reassurance that the traffic police probably haven’t started their day.
  4. Cool Operations – It still amazes me what we are able to do with the human body -from removing organs, to repairing them to transplanting a new ones in! Loads of anatomical knowledge and technical precision to learn in each case.
  5. Ending the days early – You start work early and you end work early. Most days, work ends around 3-4pm, giving you some free time to run some errands.

5 Bad Things

  1. Waking up early – starting rounds at 6am means waking up really really early everyday. Waking up early also means no staying up late!
  2. Neck strain – My neck aches a bit every time I extend it. Try to maintain good ergonomics in the OR.
  3. Fighting for OR time – Surgeons do it, residents do it, and even medical students occasionally have to advocate for getting to scrub in on cases.
  4. Hierarchy – There’s politics in all specialties but none more evident then in surgery. As a medical student, you’re at the bottom of the totem pole.
  5. Fatigue – Long hours (perhaps I’m not a morning person) combined with physical labor in the OR (hours of retracting) can tire you out. Looking after yourself is as important as your readings. Having a student fall asleep in the OR is not good for anyone.

5 Survival Tips

  1. Always wear eye protection – always look after your own safety,  shoe covers are a good idea.
  2. Check your pockets when you change – A many wedding rings, jewelry, cash, important notes have been lost in the dirty linen pile because people didn’t check their pockets when they were changing out of their scrubs.
  3. Follow the Rules of Surgery - staying healthy, well-fed and well-rested is half the challenge.
  4. Read Surgical RecallI know it seems like I’m promoting this book quite heavily, but for anyone who is new to surgery, I can’t think of a better primer. Read around your cases and just before entering the OR for a quick refresher. Full of surgical pearls.
  5. Be good at the little things (Attention to detail)- Write good consult notes, be thorough with your history, cut sutures and retract properly, know how to do some closing sutures. If you’re good at the small stuff, people will trust you with doing more stuff.

Anyone else have some quick thoughts on Surgery? – the good, the bad, survival tips?

The Rules of Surgery

There are some basic commandments that have been passed down to every surgical staff, resident and student.

  1. Eat when you can eat
  2. Sleep when you can sleep
  3. Read when you can read
  4. Shit when you can shit
  5. Go home when you can go home
  6. Don’t stand when you can sit down
  7. Don’t sit when you can lie down
  8. Don’t stay awake when you can sleep
  9. Don’t fix it if it’s not broken
  10. Don’t fuck with the pancreas

For everything else, there’s Surgical Recall

The only book you need to be pimp-proof on your surgical rotation and in the ER. I would say, the first 200 pages provide the highest yield content for someone who has never been in the OR. They have chapters on instruments, sutures, knot tying, wounds, drains and tubes, anatomy pearls, complications, ward emergencies and much more. Check out the free online version or Surgical Recall at Google Books. One last thing, buy just the basic Surgical Recall, the Advanced Surgical Recall book isn’t any better.

Buy it now at Surgical Recall, Fifth North American Edition (Recall Series)

When I Become an Attending…

Based on the many observations and interactions with staff / attending / chief residents / consultant doctors during clerkship year. A list of do’s and don’ts I will try to follow one day… Hopefully I’ll look back at this post when I’m finished all the training and find it useful.

Patient Care … I will

  • Take care of Patients - my favorite preceptors were the ones who showed me how to interact with patients. They made sure they rounded on all their patients, answered all their questions and concerns in clinic, and that they were getting the best care possible.
  • See patients as people, not just as a disease – Simple non-medical questions like how was your day, where are you from, what do you do, etc is often all it takes to break the ice and help someone relax. I don’t want to become a doctor that refers to people as the gallbladder in bed 12.
  • Talk with Families - one of the hardest things I found as a student was talking to patient’s families, especially if the patient was nearing the end of life. Medical questions I could answer, but difficult questions like long term goals, personal directives, placement in homes, and what to expect from here on were often out of my scope. Apart from having limited medical knowledge, I was also not in a position to make these decisions and playing messenger between staff and families often created miscommunication.
  • Respect Confidentiality and Privacy – Simple things – closing the curtains when examining a patient, breaking bad news in a private place, not talking about patient information when others can hear (elevators, hallway). Small things that make a big difference.
  • Respect Patient Autonomy – Most doctors are quite good at patient centered care these days. Gone are the days of paternalistic care.
  • Be responsible for my patients – When you become an attending, it’s your name on the chart and you are ultimately responsible for your patients. I hated it when patients were TURFed around, trying to be sent to different services. When no one takes responsibility, the patient suffers in the end. I can count multiple times where our service consulted different surgical services who refused to see our patient because the surgical problem was in an anatomical grey-area zone. No one wanted to be responsible for the patient. In the end, we had to physically get all the different services to sit down and decide out who was going to take this very sick patient to the OR. You know the saying, “With Great Power…”

Education … I will

  • Always try to find teaching opportunities – My favorite preceptors loved to teach. Whether it was on core medical topics to how to be more efficient to procedural skills, they always found a chance to teach. As a medical student, you are there to learn. There’s only so much you can learn on your own too before you need the guidance of someone more experienced than you. Teach, Teach, Teach.
  • Teach at appropriate times – There is a time to learn and a time to get things done. A teaching moment at 4am in the ER after being up the whole night, not an ideal time. Teaching at the bedside on morning rounds, a better setting.
  • Have dedicated teaching time – I found the best times to teach was early in the morning before rounds, lunch, or in the afternoon when there was a lull. If you don’t set aside time for teaching, there might not ever be a time.
  • Teach Relevant Material – Going over cases you saw during the day or approach to common/emergent presentations makes sense. No obscure medical trivia.
  • Ask Questions to Educate – I can’t promise that I won’t pimp my students with questions. But I’ll try to do so in an appropriate manner, for purposes of education and not humiliation, and not in front of patients or other staff.
  • Teach at the Right Level – I hope I remember that medical students do know a lot, don’t belittle their knowledge. Similarly, some have knowledge deficits that need to be addressed. And a lot of how much students know is based on if this is their first rotation, middle of the year or late in the year.
  • Challenge students to improve – We had a staff cardiologist who would host ECG rounds once a week. We all sat down as a group of students, and he would hand us a stack of ECG’s. Each person was to interpret one ECG and was given 5 minutes to prepare. The ECG’s got progressively harder and I was nervous about being wrong in front of everybody, but as a group we got pretty good at reading them within a few weeks because we were challenged outside our comfort zone.
  • Give opportunities to students to excel – IV’s, lines, intubations, chest tubes, suturing, reductions. I really appreciate the time my preceptors took to show me how to do a lot of procedural skills. How else are we suppose to learn unless we try?

Teamwork … I will

  • Be available – Knowing that there is backup available and someone to call for help when needed makes a big difference. The worst I’ve seen is surgeons refusing to come in when a senior resident thinks there is need for emergency surgical management. On the other hand, pediatricians who answer their pagers in the middle of the night to review an admission. Granted, I also know surgeons who want to be called about their patients and pediatricians who just say admit everyone and wait until the morning.
  • Give students appropriate responsibility – students can’t learn if they’re never given a chance. I remember being quite bad at suturing at the beginning of the year, but as I got better at it, I got more chances to suture and close in the OR. Give students tasks they are comfortable with handling and trust them to do it. They will be more aware of the limitations and more keen to seek help when needed.
  • Not delegate tasks that weren’t meant for residents/students – Things like family conferences, deciding whether to admit or discharge a patient, important paperwork, there are stuff only the staff should do. Being a staff doc doesn’t mean your residents can do everything for you. Residents aren’t paid the big bucks, you are, and ultimately there are things only you can do.
  • Make the call for difficult consults - An example of a difficult task is consulting other services. Asking another physician to accept your patient should be a staff to staff conversation. Likewise, it often takes a staff physician’s request to get that emergent imaging scan approved. I have some bad memories of getting yelled at by consulted doctors for inappropriate requests, I was just following orders.
  • Set students and residents up for success – My preceptors would often start me with bread and butter cases, things every medical student should know. They would always handle the difficult patient encounters or drug seeking patients. As I got more comfortable with different clinical scenarios, they would give me more responsibility. They never threw me off in the deep end at the start. The good ones maximized my chance for success by giving necessary instruction and tips. I believe good doctors want to see their students go on to be good doctors too.
  • Treat students as part of the team – Listen to them, they might know things about the patient that you do not. They might be more up to date with new medications, diagnostic criteria and guidelines. Let them come up with a management plan on their own and then review it with them. Let them write orders on their own first instead of being just a scribe. You can always correct them afterwards. One of my preceptors said on the first day of my IM rotation, “don’t think you are just a medical student, but think and act like a resident, because one day you will be one and there’s no better time to practice being one with some supervision.”
  • Send the post-call resident/student home on time – There’s no reason to keep a tired, sleep deprived, hungry student on for another few hours when you have the rest of the team well rested and ready to work. Send them home earlier if there’s no work that needs to be tidied up.
  • Buy Coffee for the team – Coffee rounds made Monday mornings or slow days so much better. For a few bucks, it can lift the spirits of a team and students really appreciate the gesture.
  • Buy Lunch for the team – At the end of each rotation, I had some attendings who would take the team out for lunch or order in nice food. It made me feel appreciated and whenever it happened I left each rotation with a smile on my face and food in my belly. It’s strange how a free meal can completely change how you feel about a lot of things. Perhaps it’s cause as a medical student/resident you feel pretty broke most of the time.
  • Get to know your team – instead of being “Hey You…Medical Student over there,” I loved it when staff got to know you. Simple questions like where are you from, what do you want to do when you’re done school, any hobbies, etc.” It helped alleviate a lot of fears and nervousness when staff got to know you. As a result, I think I worked much much harder whenever I was acknowledge as a person. Oh, the strangeness of a medical student’s self-esteem.

Professionalism … I will

  • Be friendly to all staff members – Nurses, OT/PT’s, Porters, Unit Clerk, Residents, Medical students and more. Every person has a role in making the system work. As a doctor, you are in a position of power and I can see why it can be intimidating for other services when they interact with you. I don’t want my demeanor to be the reason why someone didn’t speak up when they saw something wrong.
  • Get to know people’s names – “Good morning Nancy” is much better than “Who’s the charge nurse today.” It’s well known that the nurses you work with can make it heaven or hell for you. Get on their good side and one of the easiest ways is by acknowledging them by addressing them by their name.
  • Say please, sorry and thank you’s – Just because you’re a head/neck/cardiothoracic surgeon, it doesn’t mean that you can be a jerk. Being well-mannered often speaks more about you then what you actually say.
  • Apologize when wrong – The best docs knew their limitations and when they were confident and when they were uncertain. I’ve been “corrected” a few times by stubborn docs who thought they couldn’t be wrong. I hope I don’t propagate the arrogant doctor stereotype.
  • Start on time – Everyone’s time is valuable, starting on time is an easy way to make sure everyone finishes on time.
  • Try to stay on time – Especially in clinics, it’s common to fall behind behind bookings. Making sure patients aren’t stuck waiting too long means a lot, even if that means skipping lunch, saving some charting for afterwards or hustling a bit.
  • Stay late if needed – If work needs to be done, it needs to get done. Don’t put off what should be done now because it’s inconvenient.
  • Don’t keep students waiting – Too much time was spent this year waiting to review a case or hand over information. It’s an unfortunate inefficiency in the system. I’ll try my best to minimize it.
  • Answer my pages/calls – No one likes getting paged (at least no one I know), but if I do get paged/called, answering within an appropriate time is common courtesy. I wouldn’t want to keep anyone waiting by a telephone. Playing phone tag sucks. Perhaps I’ll be like the younger attendings and communicate via text.

Random Tidbits … I will

  • Wear scrubs that fit – I’ve seen more attending ass crack (all male) than I would like.
  • Safety comes first – Dispose of my sharps, wear protective equipment, make sure others around me are safe too
  • Not put students on the spot – I hated when attendings pimped me in front of patients… especially when I didn’t know the answers. I’ll try to pimp not in a public place.

I apologize for the long post, I guess this post is more for me than for others. Hope I can look at this list several years down the road and become the attending doctor that I always looked up to.

Grand Rounds with Cartoon Doc

Just a quick link back that the Medical Blogging Grand Rounds this week is hosted by Fizzy from Cartoon Doc. Her cartoons are awesome and I’m sure you can relate to them more than you think.

Grand rounds this week is on the topic of medical training, lots of great posts to check out!

If you’re a new visitor: Please feel free to browse around, I write mainly about undergraduate studies, MCAT, med school admissions, medical school life, clerkship experiences and thoughts on education and heallth care. I try to update several times a week, hopefully you’ll come back to check it out!

In other news: Life has been busy in Surgery. I’m trying maintain some semblance of normalcy first before blogging. Lots of posts thought out, not much time to write them. Between waking up at 5am, learning lots during the day and trying to maintain a “normal” life, I still feel quite privileged to have patients trust you and that you can participate in their care. Have been feeling all sorts of weird and wacky organs in the OR as of lately, bringing back fond memories of anatomy lab.

July 1st

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Today is July 1st. Other than it being Canada Day, July 1st is probably the worst day to be admitted to a hospital.

You see, on July 1st every year, recently graduated medical students start their residency.These are the most junior of junior doctors. For almost all of them, it is the first time they can write orders without it having to be co-signed. They are given real responsibilities to look after patients. They are able to prescribe meds, give orders and work in the hospital… without supervision.

July 1st also happens to be a stat holiday. Due to it being a weekend this year, most of the staff physicians are taking the day off. It means the hospitals are running with the minimum workforce, and most of them on call are these new residents.

Most of these residents have probably been off clinical duties for the last few months. With classes, exams, graduation, vacation and moving time, these freshly minted doctors are probably as rusty as they’ll ever be. They’ll be seasoned veterans by the end of next year but for now they are probably only slightly better than your average medical student. In fact, some would say their clinical knowledge has diminished since their rotations due to a typical post graduation travel/vacation plan.

If you were admitted a week ago, you would have had the most seasoned residents finishing their year. If you get admitted during this week, you might have to be a bit more patient with these new docs. Many of them are starting in a new city, new environment and it might even be an off-service rotation for them too.

This all brings up a good question, which I’m not sure if there has been formal research or not, is the hospital a more dangerous place in July due to these new doctors? There has been lots of news stories and horror stories retold from nurses, but does anyone have any statistics.

Just wanted to say, “Best of luck to the incoming residents!” I’m terrified. In a year’s time, that will be me.